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(no subject) [Dec. 25th, 2009|10:50 am]
happy festive-type day
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finally a decent pic of me [Dec. 19th, 2009|10:15 am]

A friend took this shot last night at our staff party.
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first pic in a while [Dec. 14th, 2009|10:10 pm]

Not a great shot of me, but I was trying out a new lighting set up. also I like the extremely basic composition of the shot.
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venting. be warned. [Dec. 12th, 2009|10:50 pm]
I am sick of being in pain EVERY. SINGLE. DAY.

My prescriptions do nothing, alternatives like acupuncture and massage proved useless, and others such as meditation actually made things worse. Changing my diet did not help either.

My doctors(GP, Neurosurgeon, Neurologist, Pain Specialist, Headache Specialist) have been unable to find the cause of the problem, and my faith in medicine is pretty much non-existent at this point.

Honestly, I am tired of fighting.

To quote the band Lye:
"Put my head right through a wall, I don't care just rip it off"
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the winds of change. [Dec. 8th, 2009|10:14 am]
I've been on a massive cleaning/purging spree lately. I'm not sure what prompted it, but I realized that I don't need half of the crap that is taking up space in my room. It's weird to try and figure out why I've kept half of this stuff for as long as I have. I can't really explain it, but for some reason I feel like there is going to be a huge change in my world soon, and the less junk that I have to deal with, the better.
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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2009|09:40 am]
i'm so sick of this pain and i don't like that fact that i can feel The darkness creeping back in.
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I said goodbye to an old friend this morning... [Dec. 5th, 2009|09:49 am]

Sometimes the things we thought that we were meant to do, in fact, weren't.

Over the last two years I have completely shifted the creative focus in my life from what brought me here initially(playing music), to photography. Although I love playing, it always felt like an uphill battle with my fingers not always doing what I wanted them to do - things never quite sounding as they did in my head.

When I picked up a camera, things just seemed to 'click' a lot easier. Almost immediately I was much happier with my creative output, and the response was much better as well. I went from struggling to get people to listen to my music to being double, sometimes triple booked to shoot bands on a given night

These days I'm still immersed in music, but from behind a lens rather than on a stage. It's funny how life works sometimes.

This guitar has served me well for almost ten years, but a guitar sitting silently is a crime against nature so I have passed it (as well as almost all of my other gear) on to others so that it shall not remain mute.

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Back to the real world, feeling almost human again. [Nov. 23rd, 2009|08:13 pm]
[Current Music |brand new: jesus christ]

I'm finally going back to work tomorrow. This is good, it means that I will have some income flowing again soon (one shift in the last 27 days just doesn't cut it). I seriously hope my body can hold up as it's been forever since I did a full shift. My energy is still not back up to 100%, I've been having to nap a lot more than I'd like to, but today was probably the best day I've had in a long time.

The headaches are back to normal I guess - meaning they are there, but I can function, unlike the headache that started this whole stint near the end of last month.

I went out skating for a bit today after seeing that the rink at city hall is done, I'm feeling it in my knees pretty bad right now but that's only because i've been off the skates for almost a year. I'm planning on shooting at least four shows over the next two weeks, which will be good to ease back into things, no crazy six-nights-in-a-row runs for a while though.
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(no subject) [Nov. 16th, 2009|11:45 pm]
So, I've been home for a couple days now.

I still feel absolutely wretched and have no energy. Fun times. I was sent home from the hospital with a laundry list of prescriptions that will go unfilled as to do such things would cost more than two months rent, and the meds weren't overly helpful while I was in hospital to begin with.

I went to work today but only lasted about 4 hours before exhaustion had destroyed me, So I'll be taking tomorrow off, and we'll see how things go from there.

Why must the human body be such a massive pain in the ass?
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(no subject) [Nov. 9th, 2009|10:10 am]
just an update for anyone who isn't connected with me on facebook: i've been in hospital for almost 2 weeks with a severe headache again. drugs aren't helping at all, i'll be in for a few days still at least, and there is talk of possibly doing another monitoring operation, but that may or may not happen, we'll see. I've just had eye drops put in for the second time in as many days, so my eyes are quite blurry right now and this whole post may or may not make sense.
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(no subject) [Oct. 31st, 2009|12:53 pm]
if i could find a way to disconnect the pain receptors in my head life would be so much easier.
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just because, every now and then, stupid humour must prevail. [Oct. 22nd, 2009|09:12 pm]
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Autumn self portrait. [Oct. 17th, 2009|01:16 pm]

It's been a while since I've posted, and even longer since I've posted a pic, so here we are.
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2009|07:58 pm]
The pot head in me is laughing at the fact that I currently have 420 friends on facebook.
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2009|09:50 am]
Ugh, I have spent Waaaaaaaaay too much money this month. I need to start making a shitload more cash.
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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2009|10:00 pm]
Woke up at 7 today to prep for an all day shoot. Got home about 20 minutes ago. Feeling just a wee bit tired now. Full sentences? no comprende. bed.
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Setlist from the final Nine Inch Nails show [Sep. 11th, 2009|09:14 am]
Wish I could've been there, but L.A is a little far away. Thank you for twenty years of music Trent.

Setlist under the cut )
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Today is NOT a good day [Sep. 5th, 2009|02:12 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

- religion pushers banging on the door at 8am
- lazy room mates not cleaning up after themselves, leading to an argument
- stupid fucking air show
- trying to get some work done before an all night shoot tonight, not having much luck
- head still pissing me off.

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
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(no subject) [Aug. 28th, 2009|08:29 pm]
When every waking breath feels like a dagger, is it wrong to wish for endless sleep?
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(no subject) [Aug. 17th, 2009|10:04 am]
So, since the last time that I updated, I've been in hospital twice. The first time was at St. Mike's for about 3 days and the second was Sunnybrook for 4. Both trips were for the same severe headache that lasted almost three weeks, and is still lingering - although heavily medicated now.

The doctors have said that the headache is not related to my condition, nor is it anything 'serious' such as a tumor, aneurysm, etc., but they also have no clue what is causing it. craptacular. Luckily work is dead right now, so I'm not exactly losing a lot of hours.

I'm in Alliston again for a few days, but will probably head back to the city soon.
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